Why Die?

Death? Nah!
After having a D&M with a friend last night, i started thinking about death, dying and the like... but in a good way. Everyone always worries about dying, and what will happen to them if/when they die... But i say, What's the point? I mean... If we die, then so be it. We can't sit here worrying about it because then we'll forget to live! I know people who worry so much about dying that they don't take risks, don't do anything exciting, don't have half as much fun as others do. What's the point?

Someone told me once that life is like coin-operated video game. You put in your dollar, play as much as you can and get as far as you can into the game, but eventiually it ends, and it's time to give someone else a go. Think about it like that... it's helped me come to terms with everything, and stop stressing about it all the time.

Tell yourself you're going to live forever, and live forever. Do what you can, while you can, and don't regret what you can't achieve. Save a life, in the hope that one day someone might save yours, and just be. Don't be anything you dont want to be, just BE.

I know im corny, but i just want everyone to stop worrying about things like this, and start worrying about the things that matter: Yourself, your friends, your family, and the world. If we all do that, who knows what could happen?

Hi, I'm in love. What are you famous for?

Hello Out There...

I just got hit with a metaphorical frying pan. Stuck in a rut. Against a wall. Whatever you want to call it. It's.......1:28am and I can't sleep. Again. I'm new to this whole 'record your thoughts' idea. I think I have too many thoughts to record. So I might just spit out a few random ideas and see how it goes.

1:53, Not so well.

I've been thinking lately, and I wonder what it means to give your life to someone. Truly. I mean, when it comes to life, I really don't have that much to give. I'm 18 (and look 28). I work for a finance company, which does nothing for my hope for a youthful appearance. I HAD a car, it crashed, I got another one. I spend my money on crap, and have no concept of saving. I only have two close friends, but they're great. My other friends seem to have drifted further and further away (PROBABLY my fault). I'm not good looking, not very smart, don't have any amazing talents to woo people with... I'm a pretty average guy.

But then there's this girl.

Like any good story, this one is indeed about a girl. And I never realy thought I'd meet one worth writing about. Don't get me wrong, I've been in relationships before. Long onewiths, short ones, fun ones, sad ones. Each time, I cant help but compare the 'current' girl with all the rest and each time, I find flaws and faults that end up catalyzing an already doomed relationship. But what would I do, I ask myself, to find that someone with whom you cannot find any flaws? Someone who you don't want to replace or trade in or get rid of?

What would I do Indeed...

I've been turned on my head! And I'm stuck. I'm sure someone can sympathize with me here - not having felt like this before...
I'm a love virgin.

And there it is. L-O-V-E love. A feeling that I never thought I could experience. Especially not so young (SO young!)... But there it is. And I must say, it's not too bad. I'll keep you posted.

2:52 - onto something new. I wonder why I can't sleep?

3:00 - So I saw this quote once. One man said to another, "what are you famous for?" and the other man replied "I am simply famous." It sorta stuck with me. I'm not too sure why. I guess I'm really looking for that "dare to be great" situation. Any ideas? Feel free to share.

4:26 - I've gone blank. Until next time, sweet sleep.